Liability.......

Assalamualaikum and hi, it would the 5th entry or 4th,

I'm in the middle of the study ween and this is it, I'm writing an entry. The place where you can actually expresss your feeling your own diary. Intentionally, wanted others to read it too. ^_^

Tomorrow, will be the OSCE exam for the TRIAD (ENT, ophtal and anaest). So many to upload in mind before 0900 tomorrow. Hope it will be easy as uploading the Intersect 2.0 or windows for mobile 6.5 or new windows 7. If it getting easy like that, the bittersweet life of medical student will not exist anymore. No bedtime story to tell to your kids then.

I am the big fan of english series movies and Chuck strikes me the most. When you choose to be a doctor, it is a lifetime job that you will attach to. It is not like other job that you change the prospective at any time. They even have their own medical oath, islamic version and hipocratic oath as well. Not much different, but it shows that the profession is actually a sacred profession. All your emotions, behaviors and almost everything are attached to that.

It is not just a job that you will get a salary at the end of it, but kind of satisfaction, at the end of the day. At least if you can come out with differential diagnosis and principle of treatment, and the most important thing, you yourself as a remedy to their sickness.

Another issue would be L.O.V.E issue. I start to think that is is good to keep everything deep down to yourself than compromising your own liability. It doesn't mean that you run away from it, because run away means hurting yourself. Thus, apply some knowledge of psychiatry, supression and repression defense mechanism, forget everything. At least, imagine that tomorrow is your first day of housemanship, are well prepared for it?

Feeling will just jeopardize everything. Score for the exam and make your parents proud of who you are. At least, changing you diapers and feeding you at 3 am will be worth. ^^

That is all for now. Need to continue uploading. See ya.

Adios amigos...If you don't take a shot, you won' score, so take a shot and score it.